I'm very painfully and obviously suffering from a raging case of verbal diarrhea these days. Today the Universe, in all of Its infinite wisdom decided to do something about it via crashing my Almighty Computer.
Seriously, I just have to laugh…and cry.
Yes, ok, I get it. False idols, golden cows, liberation…all bad. However, I must reaffirm the fact that this blog IS my safe place - my anonymous safe place. True, I speak what is in my (tragically broken) heart and (tremendously fucked up) mind often to a fault. But this is just cruel and unusual.
As if my present life’s circumstances and self flogging weren’t punishment enough. Now this. How typically Old Testament “fire and brimstone.” Really? Why do You continue to treat me so heartlessly?
I do have other computers…but they are just not as conveniently accessible. Therefore, I must reluctantly submit to a brief hiatus until matter is resolved. You forget, I anger too. I’ll reflect on this deeply.
While You’ve indisputably made Your point I still make no apologies. If this is what You require of me…well…in laymen’s terms: shove it. I bow to no one. I cower before nothing. This too shall pass…


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